Writing
for me has always been a bit taboo. I enjoy writing when it is something that I
am passionate about. On the flip side, writing is always difficult for me. This
makes writing a serious love/hate subject for me. As I am slowly realizing,
almost everyone seems to have some kind of trouble with writing. It is nice to
know that I am not the only one. For me writing is summed up in one humble
phrase, "you get out of it what you put in". Writing is another
aspect of life, I will get what I give. I relate that phrase to every aspect of
my life, especially my writing. It is easy to write the minimum amount, or read
the minimum. As a midshipman in the Navy, I pride myself with never striving
for the minimum. I feel much better about myself when I know that I have gone
above and beyond what is expected. The values that I have learned from my
family, and the Navy, have molded me to always do more than required; though
that often makes a task much more difficult. I often view a situation and
think, if they can do it, then I can do as much or more. There is a certain
level of satisfaction that you feel after realizing that you gave your all. It is that amazing feeling that keeps me going,
no matter how much I may dislike the task at hand. Many of the older writers, especially Hemingway, have greatly affected
my writing. He was the kind of man who went out to experience many of the
amazing things he wrote about.
In a
unique way, I can relate my writing to many of my previous hunting trips across
the country. A good paper is like a hard hunt. They both demand serious effort.
I could wake up at noon and head out into the plains and hope something
happens. I could write only a few pages with no real effort. Both of these
methods defeat the purpose of what you are attempting to accomplish. I believe
that if something is worth doing, it is worth doing properly. My hunts require
an incredible amount of work and determination. I have never really wanted to
wake up at three in the morning, but I know the reward could be well worth it. At
the end of all the scouting in the dark, the miles of walking, the weeks of
planning, the horribly cold weather, you have the opportunity to find an amazing
animal. On the same note, I never want to sit for hours on end thinking of what
to write, but I know the satisfaction I get once it is done is worth it. Writing
is my opportunity to express myself without having to repeat myself multiple
times. Writing will always be like a family member that
you cannot stand at times, but can't help but appreciate because of all they
can do for you.
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